bliss

summer in the city of e.b. white.... today was heavy with humidity and the park was laden with moist people. went for a run -the first in many months. since the injury my training has been abysmal. thanks goodness for friends that call me up to say silly things like-you wanna go running? so off we went. wasnt aware of the heat but trying to be aware of myself and what i can do. after my friend dropped out i continued by myself and as is my recurring habit to do- to try to pass everyone in front of me-silly rabbit- why do you do this? yo no se...but it gives me such a rush to be able to...one after another they fall away and for some reason it feels even better when people then try to pass me and cant and i hear an epithet in my dust. i guess i just answered my own question. know that i am not that great a runner but when motivated i can definitely hold my own as well as someone elses.
tonight, a wondrous, almost pornographic dinner of raw fish at one of the best places in town...ahhh.
i have so much. its insane.